You did well. You were enough. That’s all that matters.
Because life can be cruel and this world can be so fucked up, but LOVE shouldn’t be, as long as you love yourself enough.
One day you are loved so dearly; the next day you find that same love making you feel unworthy.
When trials come, when you are overwhelmed by hurt and frustrations, and when you reach the point that you just don’t care anymore, what are you going to do?
Some people of today seem to think that letting yourself hurt from a heartbreak is not acceptable. They expect you to be as strong as always and be able to cope immediately in your every fall.
All of us want to be loved, accepted and affirmed; but in the reality of this cruel world, we all probably have experienced the awful ache of NOT being wanted in various ways.
He sent me away. He denied me and I had to walk home alone, shaking with my heart broken.
I miss you everyday. I miss you just as how we used to be together everyday. I miss you kissing me on the cheeks, five times side by side. I miss you saying my hair looks good and that it smells great! I miss how you say I’m beautiful and how you make me feel beautiful everyday.
How bad do you think it is to be with the worst boyfriend ever? Would you stay with a boyfriend who doesn’t send gifts on monthsaries or anniversaries and even almost forget to greet you? Would you stay with a boyfriend who can’t even date you on Valentine’s Day? Would you stay with a boyfriend who doesn’t flex you on social media as much as he is expected to do?